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Debbie Smoker - Published Author - Mystic - Stained Glass Artist
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Debbie Smoker - Published Author - Mystic - Stained Glass Artist
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Turn On Your Magic Eyes Ringgg. Ringgg... “Hello?” A soft, feminine voice says “Sorry, I must have the wrong number.” A sensation of shock travels through my body as I slowly gaze around and find myself back in my own living room. It seems very familiar and yet very strange at the same time. A part of me feels like I have never been to this place that I call home, and like I don’t really belong here. I look around me and see that everything appears clean and orderly. To all outward appearances I have done well for myself. It is so quiet now that I can hear my own sigh as I fall onto the forest green cushions of my couch. “Who am I?” I wonder as tears slide hotly down my cheeks. “What was that dream about? It was so real that it has me now questioning what reality is.” I hear gut wrenching moaning, that of someone whose heart has been shattered and who is experiencing intense grief. With a start, I realize that the sound is coming from the depth of my own being. “What is going on?” I’ve never been a man to cry much, but torrents of tears pour out of me now and I tremble as, for the first time in my thirty-eight years, I admit just how terribly unhappy I am. “What is wrong with me?” I have been so blessed and worked so very hard, yet I am so unfulfilled. I feel empty. I’m surrounded by the trappings of a successful life, yet the meaning of it all eludes me. “Is this all there is? And for what purpose?” I feel fear now and carry guilt that I am seemingly incapable of appreciating life. I think of the phone call that pulled me out of my dream and realize somewhat cynically that my whole life I, too, seem to have been dialing a wrong number. Yes, I am feeling sorry for myself right now, but it is because I am frightened. I
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